Stop all the clocks ....

Am still in a state of mental-emotional limbo. Hardly focussing on anything. Have been having bad nights of sleep, biting my tongue and lips, grinding my teeth. Woke up with blood all over my mouth.

But during the day,  I must work. I have my responsibility to bear and obligations to fulfill. It is difficult going to work with a smile and having to joke and pretend everything is ok when it is not.

Rania is dead. Salvatorina is dead. Fr. Lino is dead. I never want to remember 2010.