Had a black out last night. Woke up at 1am coughing and choking ... which is usual. Next thing I woke up, found myself on the floor, a bottle cap in my right hand, a bottle of water on the floor, water everywhere. I have no recollection if I had taken a bottle of water but there it was on the floor. It's one of those blackouts I frequently had before my heart surgery. I'm afraid it's a telltale sign of a coming heart attack.
People are telling me I'm overworking. Maybe I am. But I feel my life is ending soon. And I want to do whatever I can before I die. Leave a footprint before I disappear from this earth and from people's memories.
I guess I should go see my doctor. I will. But not today. I must prepare for class.
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